Day Four: What Do You Want Wear To Bed?

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What kind of trick question is this right here? All of a sudden, we back to these creeper questions! LOL! I’m just kidding but come on now what do I wear to bed? That’s a creeper question to the fullest there’s no trying to get out of that one or explaining it any other way. Although, I’m going to go ahead and be a good sport and answer it anyways… It’s cuz im cool like that! LOL!

Well when it comes to me going to bed it really depends on what the temperature is in the house when I go to bed and that’s going to determine what I wear to bed. If its cold in the house then its usually some pajama pants and a comfy t-shirt. If its hot in the house then I’m in the nude or I’m wearing no shirt and underwear. If that option isn’t available to me because someone else is in my room then its short shorts and a tank.

Still though who asks that question? What do you y’all wear to bed? I told you mine you tell me yours lol. Whose honestly interested in what your wearing to bed besides someone who happens to be into you at the time. I’m four months pregnant so i’m not at my best when it comes to sexiness at the moment. Although, I have heard that there are those few that have that pregnant girl fetish thing where they are totally into smashing a prego chick. LOL. That’s so messed up but I can see where the appeal comes from. We all have our little fetishes right? … We do right?… Well I do lol…. I don’t know… lol. Hope you enjoyed!!

Day Three: What Kind of Person Attracts You?

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Smile! They have to have that smile. The one that barely reaches their eyes, where they almost say that they know something that you don’t know. Their morals have to be on point. I mean everyone has a moral compass and some peoples have all the major points as in:

  • Integrity
  • Compassion
  • Honesty
  • Bravery
  • Courage
  • Remorse

So For me to be able to be attracted to this other person our compasses have to match or at least be very similar, otherwise it’s not going to work. They also can’t be living in the past. I can’t be with someone whose going to constantly blame me for the wrongdoings of someone in their past relationships, there has to be trust there otherwise were both wasting our time.

Yeah she can be beautiful or hell yeah he can be gorgeous, but I can’t be with someone if their heart and their mind are in the wrong place. They have to like me for me, not what they see on the outside of my body. I’m not conceited by no means but I know an attractive woman when I see one and I happen to be one of those which also mean’s I’ve had a lot of unwanted attention by men and woman who chased after me for my body and looks alone and its not a fun feeling. I’m smart enough to know now when I’m being coveted for my looks alone.

Me on the left and my man on the right Esteban

Also, I wont be attracted to no punk either though. They gotta be willing to stand their ground when its the right thing to do or be willing to step on their pride when they know that they are in the wrong. As I look back at all this that I wrote I can see now that I’m pretty damn picky. LOL! My bad, I can’t help it the heart wants what the heart wants and I refuse to settle for less because I know who I am and what I bring to the table and have to offer someone. So I guess I’m not picky I have standards and you know what the best part of my standards are? I’ve found someone to clique with…. It doesnt say to do this in the challenge but I’m going to anyways I’m going to include a picture of me and my partner. So hopefully y’all can make some sense out of all that. What about you? What attracts you to someone? Looks or personality?

Day Two: How Have the Last Two Years Changed You?

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I have actually changed drastically in the past two years, you have no idea. Technically it has been 2 years since I’ve left my wife and being homeless, along with living it rough I’ve come to be a very humble woman. I have come to appreciate the littlest things that living has come to offer. You have no idea how much so either.

Please understand that sympathy and pity from anyone is something that I don’t want, nor do I need it. The life I live continues to keep me strong, independent, and humble. I have come from living in a big beautiful 5 bedroom house on 5 acres of horse land to living on an ottoman in my friends traphouse. We have no water or gas but we have electricity. Although, the landlord just came and gave us a 30 day notice and me being pregnant I have no idea what I’m going to do.

I am happy though, my boyfriend stands beside me now if he could just get a job lol or let me work that would be awesome. So we have no plan, no resources or ideas but I do have faith that something is going to workout in the universe for us and what happens is whats meant to be you know what I mean? Hopefully, I’ll be able to start working just if I can get my man to give me the okay so we can get our lives on track and where they are supposed to be because I’m so exhausted living day by day and wondering if I’m going to be able to eat today.

Sorry I seem to have gone off topic there, my bad. But yes I am a different person than I was 2 years ago and it’s for the better. More strong, independent, and I know what I deserve and want out of life and that’s more than I can say for most people I know in my life.

Day one: Weird Things That you do When Your Alone.

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Well that’s not a weird question at all is it? What does that even mean, weird things I do alone? It’s like this question is trying to say I’m some kind of creep or something! Although, now that I’m thinking about it, I do think that people must do out of the ordinary things when they’re alone. Let’s face it people, no one’s “normal” (if you can even attempt at defining normal.)

Talking to myself is one thing I do have a tendency to do when I’m alone. Not like full on conversations or anything but little phrases or a lot of cuss words honestly and usually cuz I stub my toe or something. lol. Well then other than masterbating. Which technically, you can’t term it as weird seeing how everybody does it, but I do that as well when I’m alone. Although, now that this question has been brought to my attention I’ll go ahead and keep an eye out for any other weird thing that I do. lol.

These Are My Confessions

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A Confession is an acknowledgement or disclosure of a sin or sinfulness, especially to a priest to obtain absolution. It can also be a formal, usually written, acknowledgement of guilt by a person accused of a crime. Along with confessions I like to journal and disclose my deepest most inner thoughts because nowadays you can no longer trust the people closest to you to not judge you for what you say or do. So, I’ve decided to start this blog because what my journal can’t do is reply to me and give me advice so I am hoping I’ll get some comments and thoughts on what I write and not feel as if I’m being judged for who I am. If I get followers then awesome and if not then that’s alright too. I would like to welcome you to my blog: Confessions of a Writing Freak, happy reading!!!